Simplicity… it’s one of the pillars of the mission here at
the Farm; more than that though it is the way of life. On many levels life here
is very simple, in other ways we have a very long way to go. Here a few of the
thoughts I had a few nights back as I jotted things down in my journal.
… So I’m sitting here on my bed that’s crammed into a room
(measuring approximately 10x10) with 2 other beds bunked. My roommates and I
share two 3 ft. high shelves and a night stand. The cement floor and faded
yellow mortar walks would make any typical American think the life we have here
is not only rustic, and simple but a huge downgrade.
That of course now seems ridiculous as I sit in a constant
bath of humid air and can’t wait to take a cold shower. Cold being our only
option, that is if we have running water at all. The back up option is the 20+
gallon bucket of stored rain water which has sat for days or weeks accumulating
who knows what sorts of bacteria, bugs, and droppings of passing critters.
Thankfully the one time we had to use that it had just rained so it at least
seemed a little cleaner.
I digress back to my 3rd and final move before
leaving the states. Forced out of my basement apartment I was graciously given
an upstairs bedroom to rent in the house of a 93 year old man along with one of
my friends. I knew then that move was preparing me for my move here. There was
no internet unless I went to work or the library. Here the nearest internet (we
can access) is a neighboring resort about a 10 minute walk down the beach or
driving 20 minutes into town (if the rivers haven’t flooded the roads).
This may all sound like life is really difficult, but so
far it all really makes life a lot easier or at least simpler. Granted
there will probably be days when all I want is to sit on a comfy couch, curl up
in front of a fireplace as the snow falls outside and do nothing but mindlessly
watch “Regis & Kelly” or technically “Kelly” and whoever they hired after I
left the country. For now though I am embracing simplicity and enjoying the
constant rumble of the Caribbean crashing
ashore.
We have 3 meals a day and often have enough for seconds. This
is something I need to try pawning off more on the guys since they all tend to
lose weight while here and the women tend to gain weight. Mostly this is
because our diet is very heavy on starches and low on protein.
We all have more than enough clothing even if we tire of the
options. We all have beds and don’t have to share. While at times the
mattresses may leave one dreaming of sleep numbers we have no right to
complain. I’m told in past years that missionaries have given up their
mattresses and slept on just the wooden slats. I don’t know yet that God is
calling me to that, but he may be working on it.
We even have the comfort of security which many families
here don’t. We have a chain link fence with barbed wire and 24 hour security
guards. We have an enormous community of support both right within the
missionary house, but also the surrounding community and of course everyone
back home.
Returning to the idea that so many in this world live on $2
or less per day makes me really question how much we live on daily here per
person. While it may not be a change everyone is called to I hope to at least
be much more conscious of what and how I spend the “small” amount of money I am
blessed with through donations.
I am proud to call you my daughter. Take care of yourself. Love you.
ReplyDeleteWhat an incredible experience! Dusty and I are also living the simple life currently: backpacking for 5 months:). Isn't it crazy how grateful you are for clean water you don't have to filter! But $2 a day for a typical American would seem crazy, we are so wasteful. Can't wait to hear more of your journey!!
ReplyDeleteKelly and Michael Strahan, former NFL defensive end. All of a sudden the show even appeals to me lol. Glad all is well, I really enjoyed this post.
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