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Saturday, October 27, 2012

Simplicity


     Simplicity… it’s one of the pillars of the mission here at the Farm; more than that though it is the way of life. On many levels life here is very simple, in other ways we have a very long way to go. Here a few of the thoughts I had a few nights back as I jotted things down in my journal.

… So I’m sitting here on my bed that’s crammed into a room (measuring approximately 10x10) with 2 other beds bunked. My roommates and I share two 3 ft. high shelves and a night stand. The cement floor and faded yellow mortar walks would make any typical American think the life we have here is not only rustic, and simple but a huge downgrade.
      Even when I did live on my own in the states I found myself downgrading from a 1 ½ bedroom apartment w/bathroom, kitchen & living space to a basement where the “kitchen” was a bar and all appliances were plugged in. I had a “small” bedroom (nearly double the size of the one I sit in now) and a small bathroom with HOT water and even a fan that further heated the air for days when you just had to escape a Minnesota winter.
     That of course now seems ridiculous as I sit in a constant bath of humid air and can’t wait to take a cold shower. Cold being our only option, that is if we have running water at all. The back up option is the 20+ gallon bucket of stored rain water which has sat for days or weeks accumulating who knows what sorts of bacteria, bugs, and droppings of passing critters. Thankfully the one time we had to use that it had just rained so it at least seemed a little cleaner.
     I digress back to my 3rd and final move before leaving the states. Forced out of my basement apartment I was graciously given an upstairs bedroom to rent in the house of a 93 year old man along with one of my friends. I knew then that move was preparing me for my move here. There was no internet unless I went to work or the library. Here the nearest internet (we can access) is a neighboring resort about a 10 minute walk down the beach or driving 20 minutes into town (if the rivers haven’t flooded the roads).
     This may all sound like life is really difficult, but so far it all really makes life a lot easier or at least simpler. Granted there will probably be days when all I want is to sit on a comfy couch, curl up in front of a fireplace as the snow falls outside and do nothing but mindlessly watch “Regis & Kelly” or technically “Kelly” and whoever they hired after I left the country. For now though I am embracing simplicity and enjoying the constant rumble of the Caribbean crashing ashore.
      The impetus for this stream of thought is an article I began reading the most recent “TIME” magazine (mailed to us as a birthday present for Kevin K.). The article entitled, “The Case for Optimism” by Bill Clinton state a statistic I’ve also recently read in the book “Enrique’s Journey”. That statistic states, “Half the world’s people live on less than $2 a day and a billion on less than $1 a day”. That statistic coupled with the reoccurring message in various religious texts of you cannot truly know the poor without being poor is really making me think about the great wealth we still are surrounded by as missionaries here at The Farm.
     We have 3 meals a day and often have enough for seconds. This is something I need to try pawning off more on the guys since they all tend to lose weight while here and the women tend to gain weight. Mostly this is because our diet is very heavy on starches and low on protein.
     We all have more than enough clothing even if we tire of the options. We all have beds and don’t have to share. While at times the mattresses may leave one dreaming of sleep numbers we have no right to complain. I’m told in past years that missionaries have given up their mattresses and slept on just the wooden slats. I don’t know yet that God is calling me to that, but he may be working on it.
     We even have the comfort of security which many families here don’t. We have a chain link fence with barbed wire and 24 hour security guards. We have an enormous community of support both right within the missionary house, but also the surrounding community and of course everyone back home.
     Returning to the idea that so many in this world live on $2 or less per day makes me really question how much we live on daily here per person. While it may not be a change everyone is called to I hope to at least be much more conscious of what and how I spend the “small” amount of money I am blessed with through donations.

Saturday, October 13, 2012

First Impressions


10.10.12


My first views of Trujillo remain a sleepy blur. Not only was I waking after taking a pill for motion sickness, but we’d also been packed into a jeep luggage and eight people for a 3 hour drive through the beautiful mountainous countryside as the sun beat down baking us. I was quickly reminded of the days of driving my first car in which the only air conditioning was “manual” a.k.a. rolling down the windows. I have to say though I had it easy up front compared to my fellow missionaries who were crammed in the back of the Jeep with the luggage.
            We stopped in Trujillo (in town) for lunch at one of likely the few restaurants that have an air conditioned section. Alison treated us to a lunch of tortillas with beans & avocado or beans & eggs and smoothies using the money her mom sent. After cooling off for about an hour we piled back into the Jeep and headed out of town where the Farm awaited us.
            On the road in we passed by a sign for a “Nature Park”. It is just one sign of the Canadians and their money being used in an attempt to make the area a tourist trap. A small village of mostly Canadian retirees now floods the mountainside behind the clinic with a heavy yellow glow of electricity each night.
            Driving a bit further along the gravel road one can spot small timber or cinder block homes in small communities. Then we spot it. The first sign of the Finca is now a newly built tall security fence with rolls of barbed wire strung across the top. While it may give off the initial feeling of a compound it is truly for the safety of everyone here. Our Jeep approaches the main gate where one of our “watchies” is stationed to let us in.
            Just past the gate eagerly waiting in the shade is the group of children, fellow missionaries, sisters, and a variety of employees. Although I don’t know any of them yet I know immediately they are welcoming me into their family. Harrison stops the Jeep and we all pile out and are instantly surrounded by children. The littlest ones each hold a poster board with our names and greeting painted. I hear a half dozen energetically high pitched voices shouting my name, “Keeeeet, Keeeeet, Keeeeet!” Turning around there’s a sea of boys and girls only measuring about waist high and each wants to be the first to tackle you with the biggest hug.
            After a few minutes I spot one little girl very shyly looking my way as she holds on tight to one of the female missionaries. I’m told the little girl wants to meet me because we have the same name… more or less. She too is Katherine. I’ve since learned though it’s spelt Catherine and that she goes by Cati (Cah-tee). So far some of the kids call me Kit (or Keet) others stick to Katerin (the TH sound doesn’t really exist in Spanish).
            It’s now been more than 2 weeks (time is going unbelievably fast), and I’ve at least got down all the names of the other missionaries. Right now there are 19 of us living under one roof. Each bedroom averages 3 people. The bathroom is another story. Notice that bathroom is singular. Well, sort of. The women have one and the boys have one between the 4 of them which leaves 15 of us sharing 1 shower, 1 toilet, 1 sink and 1 mirror. (After December 1st the total missionary count in the house drops to 15 when the 2nd years head back to the states.) Between a strict cleaning schedule, a method of claiming your spot in the shower line by shouting “Quien se bano? Who is bathing?”, and a lot of patience somehow we all manage to keep from smelling too terrible.
            Life in the missionary house is very ordered,(despite the pictures which seems like everything is strewn about) but with this many people it’s easy to see why. Each meal and who is cooking it has a schedule. Cleaning of bathrooms and communal living areas is divided up as well. We’re told that twice a year the house is emptied and everything is scrubbed down. All that said, we still live on the beach and it’s a fact of life here that there is sand everywhere. I’ve found 3 things to be key in keeping my bed clean as possible as long as possible. First: leaving the plastic cover on the mattress to keep sweat from soaking in. Second: keep a rag next to your bed to brush/wipe off your feet before ever putting them on the bed. Lastly: Shower at night.
The first 2 weeks have been spent in one “charla/talk” after another in order to help us learn our way around life here. We had an orientation to the house which included learning about everything from how/when we get food to how to properly dispose of used toilet paper in the fire pit. There is also much emphasis put on correctly using the “pila” which is best described as a washbasin or sink. There are 2 pilas, one for washing clothes and one for washing dishes. The left side is deep and used to store water. Using a bowl you scoop water from there and pour it over your dirty clothes/dishes. The important thing is to never contaminate the stored water.
We’ve also learned about each of the possible job openings, spent time in the school, learned about the basics of religious life at The Finca and perhaps most importantly had several talks about social work. The most important of social work talks are still to come. We will be getting histories on each of the kids and talk about sexual abuse prevention/past incidents.
While I won’t and can’t talk specifics just know that almost all of our kids come from abusive backgrounds. Some have been abandoned, some are in fact orphaned, others parents are still around but unable to provide proper care for them. Some of the kids here are siblings, but some are also solo. The incredible thing is on most any day (a good day) you may never suspect anything from the giant smiles on their faces. Although their lives here at The Finca are much easier and their futures are brighter please continually pray for each of them. 
Early next week we should find out what our jobs are. There are two openings for social work, one for special education/English teacher, and one for math/computer teacher. At the moment I am partial to special ed. & English. We will also find out what our small jobs are. Some of them include leading boy/girl scouts, teaching swim lessons, coaching soccer, heading up the newsletter, photographer, events committee, personnel committee, leading women’s group, heading up the sponsor a child program, etc. I am hoping to take over the newsletter and be a photographer along with the events committee, the personnel committee or the sponsor a child program. Continue to pray for all of us as we discern our roles here.
The biggest struggle continues to be Spanish. For the most part I can get my point across when speaking, but understanding what is being spoken is a whole other story. Please continue to pray for all of us new missionaries that we learn quickly.
On another topic it’s been only about 3 weeks and I’ve had or heard about enough critter encounters to last me the rest of my time here. Starting with the smallest creepy crawlies is lice. Thankfully I have not yet had lice (knock on wood), but it seems to be only a matter of time. At least one missionary has it currently. They jokingly say it’s a right of passage. While at Mass the other weekend I spotted one of the little black bugs in the hair of one of our little girls. I’m told it’s a revolving door for the little girls in house one. Even if it is eradicated the girls will pick it up again at school from other kids in the community.
Moving up in size: ants. They are everywhere all the time and in endless varieties. During a retreat the other weekend I noticed dozens of the swarming for the bits of food dropped from our lunch table. At some point my foot wandered too close and before long my toes had a bright red itchy burning rash. Between ants and mosquitoes I’ve become a pro at not scratching things that itch knowing it will only get worse. That said the mosquitoes here don’t seem to be nearly as bad as back home. However, the rainy season has only just begun so I could be speaking too soon.
Jumping up in size is my worst fear, spiders specifically tarantulas. I’ve already had 2 encounters in the same day, but I’m pretty sure it was the same spider. As I’m told it was a “small” tarantula. Considering it was only slightly smaller than my palm I’d rather not encounter a “large” one. The first time it was hanging out on a wall next to a pile of shoes outside the guys’ bedroom. Likely those shoes were its home.
Later that night as I walked back to my bedroom I spotted it. I was only about 2 strides from letting out a very loud scream. Instead in a surprisingly calm voice I said, “Ehhhh No” and decided I would walk around to get into my room and hope it stayed away. My roommate Betsy heard me from the “sala/living room” and asked what was going on. I told her the tarantula had returned and was outside my door. She quickly said, “What? Wait, that’s my door!!” Just as quick she swept into action with a broom. With Kate’s assistance they corralled the critter out into the pouring rain.
The next critter to weigh in was a boa constrictor probably about 3 feet long. Thankfully it was dead. One of our maintenance employees found it and macheted its head off. For some reason he then felt the need to set it on our porch. Again I nearly stepped on it before noticing.
Not all my critter encounters have been creepy though. In the missionary house we have two pet turtles which are constantly trying to escape their enclosure or even the house. From time to time they are spotted by our watchies and returned home. We also have 2 dogs on the farm “Oso/Bear” and “Canela/Cinnamon”. Unfortunately both are likely flee covered so petting them beyond a pat on the head is risky.
Our first dinner here at The Finca we got a special treat of “garobo/lizard” meat. Add that to the list of animals that I wouldn’t ever think one could eat or should eat. As strange as it sounds it actually tasted just fine. A bit like… chicken. Cliché yes, but somewhat true. It’s hard to describe.
Now to the critters I have not personally seen. One night Harrison (missionary currently heading up maintenance) was swimming when he got stung by what we believe was a sting ray. It could have also been a jelly fish. I say that because when Emily, Laura and Kevin were in the water the other day they spotted one. Laura says the top actually brushed her hand. As anyone who has seen “Finding Nemo” knows it’s safe to touch the tops of jellies. I’m also told that you can step on the tentacles or touch the with your palm safely since the pours on the bottoms of your feet and palms are too small. It’s not a theory I’ll be testing. A little further out into the bay Laura says she spotted 2 more as well. Also in the water we found many dark brown sand dollars. It has us wondering whether all sand dollars are brown when alive and only white after dying. If anyone knows please let me know.
Laura also had her first "patient". Harrison got something stuck in his foot so she had to "operate" with a needle and tweezers. She was really into it!
We've also had plenty of time in these first 2 weeks to spend at the beach and spend time in prayer as we discern what jobs we want to take on. Here Kevin, Laura, and Emily are competing to see who can skip rocks the furthest.
For now though I will leave you with these first impressions of life here at The Finca. I hope to send blog updates as often as possible, but don’t be surprised or concerned if more than a month goes by. Definitely feel free to write me letters as well. I promise to personally correspond with anyone who writes me a letter. It may take weeks or even months since our mail system consists of sending letters with visitors from the states. Care packages can be sent as well, but know that it’s not always reliable. My address is:

La Finca del Nino
Katherine Cross
Apartado Postal #110
Trujillo, Colon
Honduras, Central America

Thank you for your continued prayers and support!

Blessings,

Katherine

Thursday, October 4, 2012

Phase II


10.03.2012

This is the start of Day 3 at la Finca (The Farm). I don’t know when this will actually get posted though because we don’t have internet here. We have access if we can head into town or get a chance to head to “Tranquility Bay” a.k.a. T-Bay a resort about 10 minutes walk down the beach. To give you some perspective from now on I will attempt to always date my entry as to when I am writing it. However, the blog also adds the date as to when it was posted so don’t get confused by seeing two dates.
I digress… Laura, Kevin, Kiddissa, Emily and I arrived at la Finca after spending a few days in La Ceiba (Say-ba) which is a larger city further west along the coast. Ceiba has just about everything any large city in the states would have including a hospital, mall, movie theatre, fast food, and perhaps most vital… places with air conditioning! We definitely took advantage of that.
Ceiba is where Phase II of the farm exists. Phase II is the program for teens from the Finca that have passed the 9th grade. It is the bridge to independent living. In general the teens that live at phase II are ages 16-18. For the most part once the kids turn 18 they are on their own. That’s not to say the Farm doesn’t support them, but they are no longer under the guardianship of The Farm.
Phase II is a bit different for each of the teens. For some it is finishing “high school” which usually comes not only with a diploma but also a certificate of training in a specific trade. For others phase II can be more like a work study. Once they “graduate” Phase II some go on to university, others work in various trades. The goal is not that each of our kids is on the track to university to be the next great doctor or lawyer, but that they can learn to love, live a moral life and be a successful member of society.
Right now in Phase II there are 3 girls and 2 boys that live in neighboring apartments. Currently MayKate is the missionary living with the girls and Nils lives with the boys. Also in charge of Phase II is Sor (sister) Kady. She actually lives here in Trujillo at the Finca, but goes to Ceiba every Thursday through Saturday to work with the teens.
            Another aspect of our program in Ceiba is the Saterlee family. They are from Iowa (with Minnesota connections). Their son (age 17) and daughter (age 15) attend a bi-lingual high school in Ceiba. Their mission is one of support and hospitality. Their apartment is often a stopping point for missionaries, guests, families others with Farm ties who are traveling to the Farm from various locations. They also support the work of MaryKate and Nils with phase II. Lastly, and perhaps most important for those of us at the Farm the Saterlees and their apartment are a bit of an oasis for a weekend escape from the Farm.